i tell you 
ppl spent their life finding it
and happiness is is love, wealth, status fame??
no
and i have found it--- Satisfaction
yup
satisfied with grades despite a dop in form due to illness
satisfied with 19/100 despite it being an apalling result
cos i know, my i am working hard
and i am satisfied
but i can't ignore the fact that i am hurt, shocked, imbalanced
....
went to Safti
came back
end
i need to go
Evelyn, Felicia, i will keep you in prayer for smooth success in your debate
KS, Jeremy, Gwenlyn, i will keep you in prayer for success in your Hilary
and i hope that 19/100 happens once in a lifetime only
and the result doesn't mean i suck